Posted by: Student Tai on: December 14, 2009
I was born in Aberdeen Scotland and have lived here all my life. My mother and father split up when I was very young and my grandparents died when I was very young to. I got bullied a lot as a child and at secondary school. The friends I made I kept close and the people I am friends with you wouldn’t expect any person my age to have that kind of people as friends. For example I am friend with my RMPS teacher, not just a teacher who I talk to he is an actually friend to me, helps me out share interests, lend books etc. I have always learned to deal with problems myself I have a loving family but they never really understood my problems.
I was always mature for my age in some ways. Although I had a huge imagination I learned to not judge by race, wealth, age, gender sex or anything else that may be considered prejudice. I learned that quite young. I have always be one who likes being practical. I like practical activity but I also enjoy reading and study just as much. I was always one to play outside with swords and as a kid that was keeping my fitness up. But as I grew older I started going out for runs and working out in the garage to boost my fitness.
Since I was about ten years old I had learned about love quite quickly and although it seemed stage I was looking for that person very young but everyone else were still little children who didn’t know what love was. At the time I didn’t know much either but I knew what I wanted from it. When I was 13 I met someone and the relationship lasted 2 years before we split up. I thought it was love but it was not to be. But not long after that break up I found someone. I am still with her now and I believe it is love. We are engaged and I love her very much.
I have liked a lot of things in my life but there are a few things I still love since I was very little. I have always liked combat. I have always loved sword fighting, martial arts, boxing and any other kind of fighting. I enjoy going fishing with my uncle its very fun and relaxing. Out in the country with a line in the water, it always feels so serene. I like reading about religion and listening to peoples beliefs. I love learning new things. I love meditating when I can find the time to, keeps me clam and my emotions positive. I love spending time with my fiancé and talking about the future although I am mindful.
I believe in the force. I believe in no god but I do believe in energy. If anything god to me is the force but altogether I believe in the force. I live my life as peaceful as I can but I have my chaotic moments but hopefully it will improve. I try to keep the world around me as peaceful as I can. We need more love and peace in the world so I do my best to make it better.
December 22, 2009 at 7:07 am
I’ve been having a read through your posts Tai and may I ask, how old are you? I am guessing early twenties?